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May 27 久违的永远放假都可以做些什么？
看电影？
打工？
学些东西？
睡大觉肯定少不了……
我的长假，不是什么都不做，就是什么都尝试过……
不入厨房的我，开始学会烘烤面包。想不到吧……
去应征了很多份工作，三挑四选过后现在有自己的一份工作。
不想每次都伸手跟大人要钱，我也不是小孩了，有能力养活自己。
何必靠别人，为别人而活？
开始上课也有一段日子，很开心能够去上课，完全没有压力……
可惜，六月我应该没时间去学了。
因为，我想去旅游。
用自己赚回来的钱去旅游一定会是一件很开心的事情。
没有人会唠叨：“你不准去！”
还是：“又要花钱去玩？”
这就是花自己的钱的好处，不需要向任何人交待。
这样不好吗？
我还是我，只是有小小的改变。
“男”已经是我的代号。
朋友都说我喜欢太男生的东西，可是这就是我啊……
呵……
记得第一天去上课，肩膀`膝盖，都黑青回来。
爸说我给钱拿肉来疼。
阿嫲心疼，叫我不要在学了。
我本来就不爱运动，这个也算是一种运动，让我去吧，这是我的兴趣。
至少，成就感你也会感觉得到。
我的老师小我两岁，很年轻，很有才华。
有点想再继续，可是，应该来不及吧……
好矛盾……
我还是很喜欢发呆，可以说越来越喜欢。
晚上夜深人静时，就是最好的时候。
就算是一个小小的事情，我也可以想很久。
这叫专心。
万一有人说：“我……好像真的……有点喜欢你……”
整夜失眠都有份。
拒绝吗？接受吗？
继续当好哥儿们吗？
一个人，有一个人的好。
挽回了可贵的友谊，放弃一段感情也是对的。
突然有点不想六月的到来。
却又有点期待……
呵，想太多，矛盾的我……
August 18 byebye~subang..我又想了很多东西，讨厌的事情好像又要开始繁殖了，就要离开才说不要爱，我偶像的歌好像有一首是这样唱的。这几天可以有机会这样聊天，很庆幸，也会很珍惜。给我的他，最近都和朋友出去，真的有一点担心，毕竟人生地不熟，要去哪里都一定要让我知道。她，不懂为什么，有想要去保护她的冲动，有心事就摊开来讲吧，我还会再回来，就算是考试也没不要把自己逼到尽头，偶尔要疼疼自己吧。这几天出去我都化妆，头发梳得帅帅的[想看就……下次吧，哈哈]，也许有点太引人注目，而走在旁边的老姐都是牵着我的手腕，帅哥美女，难免引来别人的目光的。哈哈。可是有一个店员说我像小孩子……f2f3那种，还说老姐是刚出来做工的毕业生，莫名其妙，做sales的不可以随便预测，尤其是客户的年龄。老姐还说我不能当tomboy，理由是我有大眼睛。什么跟什么，同性恋也是可以一样漂亮一样帅气好不好。[不要脸，暗地里称赞自己]不要误会啦！我是正常的，我有喜欢的人的。这两天是未满十八的一个大突破！我去逛街！以前都很排斥的，女生们去逛街时，我都和一大班男生朋友一起，他们都已经把我当成是男的啊，酱才能一起玩啊……走到脚痛到~我，还是不喜欢逛街啦，除非老姐陪，虽然她都在选她自己要的……时间过得很快，我不要回去啦！我不要上课，就算是我自己要当老姐的女佣好了，我不要回去啦……不要读书，要上网，其他什么都不要，什么都不要……酱就干脆嫁人啊，不然就为爸爸娶一个媳妇咯，无所谓。开玩笑啦！我无聊，有空就找我聊天，那天失约很抱歉哦，朋友把感情看得太轻松了，当哥儿们还差不多，不需要多一些的考虑。如果有机会，一定要一起去买上班族的衣服，才岑得上帅气的我。哈哈。那件事我有点不能释怀，是我的失误，没有概括外来的因素。什么也不要解释吗？我过意不去，说了有人会不高兴，为难咯。不知道也许是好事哦，如果说出来是一个不好的决定，那我会选择沉默。再见哦，苏帮，我会再回来。 August 15 无聊无聊，几点了小姐？
又看回以前的照片了。
照片，都是美好的回忆，就算经历过多少不愉快的事情……
岂不是吗？
照片，有谁拍照边哭边拍？
它们是美好的，掩饰了很多风风雨雨……
可是，一旦欣赏过它的美，留下的只有空虚不是吗？
我喜欢拍照，是自恋吗？
我不介意你们再叫我自恋狂，
这样，
你们还是会凑上来和我拍照一张……
又要NG吗？
我们再来一张，只为了，留下最美好的一面。
是害怕了吧，害怕有一天把你们都忘了，就算是最重要的哪一位……
很多照片都没有更新，放着的是以前的我。
我已经不同了，不是那个天真的我，我很坏……
有时候会对很多事情很绝望，又想太多了吧……
我不喜欢的太多了，所以也不喜欢新的自己……
新的环境，是我不喜欢的；
对不起，是我讨厌的，一直都是，从那一天起。
对不起，我堕落了。 August 11 uhm...i couldn't believe that i'm at subang jaya right now,coming here alone by bus,not knowing what type of bus i've taken..hmm...actually it's quite easy to come kl..not that difficult than i tought,coz when i arrived at puduraya,the crowded town,my cousin had already there to fetch me,nothing to worried all about..it's a quick decision,i woke up at 830am,received my mom's call saying that she had bought bus ticket,and i will depart on 1030! i havent pack anyth,and jz simply put in sum clothes into my luggage,and all the books and hw that i need to finish within this holiday~~what the.....yo man,this is holiday...no hw plz!!!!but that is the fact,im a matric student..and now,im hmm,frens,if u're free then we can hang out together yo^^ i don't know what pa and mdm were thinking..how come they are willing to let me come kl alone??and i wait for the bus alone,and...im so independent in their eyes...maybe they know how dullfull is the life if staying at home alone where all of them are busy working from day to night and...most of the time i've gt nth to do beside day-dreaming...actually they duno,how jealous am i when frens' parents calling them asking about their life in matric,asking them to go back home if thr's holiday;i havent receive any ph call,and they duno i don't like the lifestyle at matric.but that is the fact,im a matric student..have to fight to survive,have 2 live the jungle life,no entertainment,fight for a gud seat in lecture hall,rush for the nex classes...haih.. now,im staying in my sis's apartment..i aspect spending holiday here would be very fun,hopefully it woulb be..hmm dun12 think about the stupid things d..sorry that i didn't reply sometimes...or most of the time....hmm...2day will try to finish all the hw 1st o..miss u..if can,i wana test again,more than 24hrs,not like what i've promised..i duno what im thinking,but just,i duno wana rely so much on u,maybe i wana test myself also...haiya,4gt about it,i duno what shud i say le....muackss=)
ah yan,hapi holiday!! March 30 que..??1. Increasing crime rate among students
2. Patriotism is lacking among youths of today. Agree or disagree? 3. Parents are spending less time with their children (Ibu bapa pentingkan kerjaya daripada pendidikan anak-anak) 4. Perempuan masa kini terutamanya lepasan graduan luar negara menjadi ketua bagi kegiatan jenayah di Malaysia 5. Reality tv program give negative impact on students or not 6. Presents students are more pampered 7. 1st class infrustructure, 3rd class mentality (1st class infrastructure and 3rd class mentality still prevails) 8. Schools emphasize on academics excellence (Education system too emphasised on academics and tourism)<Academic is the only benchmark for students to achieve excellent> 9. Junk food 10. Teenagers nowadays do not socialize 11. ICT: Advantages and disadvantages 12. Tahun ini ialah Tahun Melancong Malaysia. Apakah usaha yang boleh anda buat untuk melaksanakan program ini? <How to promote malaysia as a destination> 13. Mat dan Minah Rempit is a gang of young people who do not have direction in life, do u agree? 14. Heavy fines should be issued to litter bugs 15. Human resource 16. Drugs 17. Students who are choosy in picking their courses (Graduate unemployment is due to graduates being choosy about their job?) 18. Global warming 19. RMK 9 20. Things to prepare before going abroad 21. Children nowadays prefer to play computer games, etc 22. Violence 23. Female vs Male in Academic Achievements 24. Reading Habit Among Youth is Declining 25. Dasar pandang ke timur 26. Corruption 27. Do you agree that bloggers should be registered? 28. Education system 29. The philosophy of a coin 30. Do you think it's the right choice to categorize students into art stream and science stream 31. Should school uniform be ambolish or not 32. Tell us one strength and weakness of yours. One only 33. Pick a cartoon character that would best explain you and why 34. Picture yourself in 10 years time, and what would you want to be 35. Isu-isu semasa di Malaysia pada masa kini? 36. Kemajuan sains dan teknologi membawa lebih banyak keburukan atau kebaikan 37. Your favourite tv programs and why 38. Nelayan laut dalam lebih mengutung daripada peladang 39. National Service for females should be established or not? [PLKN ialah suatu pembaziran. Setujukah anda?] 40. Malaysia harus membina sebuah pusat penyelidikan di kutub selatan 41.Adakah murid-murid hari ini terlalu dimanjakan? Apakah pendapat anda? 42.'What kind of parents would you like 43.Tabiat membaca semakin menurun di kalangan remaja March 29 sad~i hope it will rain today...
so that i could have a good excuse to stay here longer...
nervous?
fear?
worry?
wakaranai~
sad~~that is the real feeling..
gomenasai n arigato~that is what i really wanna say..
watashimo yong yan desu....
haiz....blur.....
sometimes it's better that we don't know the real fact or we can just pretend not to know about it. what i'm trying to say?ishk.....i don't know....
(sarangheyo is korean, in japan is aisteruyo)
will it rain today??
無題我是灰姑娘﹐
沉醉在十二點以前的華麗﹐ 也許她想多待一會兒﹐ 可是十二點鐘就在她眼前… 屁啦﹐什麼灰姑娘﹐嗨喲…
只是漸漸的喜歡黑白色系列﹐灰色是黑和白混合成的顏色﹐而且我的故事真的有一點像灰姑娘…因為我要走了…（辭職啦﹗）以後沒能和你們上網聊天﹐加進一個chat room說話﹐講笑,你們可要記得我噢…哈哈…也要想念我噢…我偶爾會回來公司一趟…（因為我還有鎖匙﹗哈哈哈《奸笑》） 傻的﹐沒有net用就用手機聯絡我…有什麼plan就call我出來﹐不要bo jio…智仁也是﹐要記得聯絡我們。昨天敘別會拍的照片要常常看﹐不要忘記這裡的每一個朋友。還有﹐你們幾時要看鬼片就跟我講,我隨時可以出門﹐因為我現在是無業游民…要call我。就醬約定好咯﹐ok﹖
還有﹐偶爾要留言給我,我一定會看到的…我到底是怎麼了﹐好像在寫遺書醬…呵呵…就要離開﹐結束這段生涯之前﹐你們要不要給我一個愛的擁抱還是一個goodbye kiss﹖哈哈…開玩笑啦…要敢敢追夢﹐jpa的﹐要加油咯﹗要去外國留學的﹐也要朝自己的目標前進﹐偶爾回頭看看一路走過來的痕跡﹐那些都是美好的回憶噢﹗
可能這是最後一次寫space﹐不過以後應該還會有機會的。哈哈。要等我咯﹗
最後﹐智仁﹐祝你一路順風﹗﹗ March 27 countdown....i'm going to resign ....
倒數五天
我要辭職咯… 很感謝﹐讓我做這麼輕鬆的工…雖然上次必須從做起（那些帳真的很亂﹐搞得我很亂…）很感謝我的老闆─﹐他不在辦公室的時間﹐我就為所欲為…還記得剛剛上班的時候﹐老闆跟握說什麼我都“噢…”﹑“啊﹖”﹑“好的…”﹐這樣回答他…幾個星期後﹐我好像老闆醬﹐想出去就混出去﹔想做什麼就座什麼…因為老闆人太好﹐所以我變本加厲…很壞叻…不過﹐我學會不少東西…我學會用電腦…我學會寫支票…我學會做帳…我學會﹐偷懶…哈哈…就要離開咯…我知道以後不會有那麼輕鬆的 工了。所以﹐現在就當作我在放假﹐以後要走的路還很長…^^ March 24 阿瓏生日快樂﹗﹗﹗我駕Mercedes Benz噢…Haha...難忘的一天﹐瘋了﹐瘋了…^^
早上和捷勇最早到禮凡家﹐他竟然賴床……明明張開眼睛﹐而且跟我們聊到很爽。叫他去洗刷時﹐你們萬萬想不到﹐一個大男人竟然馬上把自己埋進被單裡面﹐還一面說著﹕“再給我睡多一下啦…”。喂﹐時間不早啦…我們要去學校咯﹐真是的…我的車﹐那輛Perdana給人駕走了﹐所以我換了一輛Merz﹐跟戴安娜過世時乘坐的同樣一款﹐哈哈…騙的啦﹐我哪來那麼多錢買轎車呢…不過呢﹐那些車子﹐名譽上已經是我的了…啊哈哈哈^^^^原本我們想開進校園（不是我開啦…）﹐但最後還是沒有這麼做﹐怕了嗎﹖哈﹐我們還是遵守校規的好學生啦…很碰巧的﹐我﹐禮凡﹐啟川都穿黑色﹔智仁﹑捷勇﹑思明﹑來健都穿白色上衣…這就是天使和惡魔的區別…=/
要回Laguna時﹐我們竟然還在車上看《蠟筆小新》﹐Cheh…幼稚﹗不過真的太好笑了…哈哈…真的兒童不宜啦﹐這類題材會教壞小孩…智仁教我跳舞噢…搞笑的來健和川竟跳起Tango來噢…健的表情姿態真的很滑稽…哈哈…耶﹗呼累﹗Hurray!!!要去做運動咯…我們真的很好笑﹐太陽直在高空我們去做gym﹐不要問“有沒有搞錯時間﹖”﹐我們很確定自己在做什麼…哈哈…反正裡面有冷氣﹐還怕被太陽晒到溶掉乜…變態眶﹐死變態﹐我會是記得你的﹗喂﹐用眼睛測量女孩子的上圍﹐然後跟一伙人分享很不禮貌啦…死變態…你以為眼睛是尺嗎﹖Heiye…還有一個也是變態《色戒》暴露狂。大嘴巴一個…不提名字人家也懂是誰啦…你說出去你就完蛋啦﹗朋友也沒得做﹗哼﹗YYou利害噢…才剛拿到車牌不久就自己駕Sorento從Gurun駕來Sp…真的很利害…我去玩水噢…哈哈…因為不會游泳啦…游泳不需要呼吸﹖不需要游泳眼鏡﹖Louis,你是鱷魚乜…雖然我不會游可是還是很爽啦…哈哈… 雖然爽﹐但泡湯計劃還是有的… 泡湯計劃一﹕原本要打乒乓﹐可是他們卻跟我講有Seminar… 泡湯計劃二﹕原本要給阿瓏一個生日驚喜（幫她慶祝生日）﹐卻沒有人配合… 泡湯計劃三﹕原本要打籃球﹐太多反對黨…明明啦啦隊人選已經有了… 晚上臨時計劃﹕看Shutter…健和Louis太好笑了…又怕又要看…真的不可以跟思明一起看鬼戲﹐他會很鎮定﹐面為表情﹐然後在中場時翻過臉跟你說“看他的眼睛…”=(如果他問我“你要認識你自己嗎﹖”﹐我想當場就會打腫他的眼睛…這句話﹐不要跟我說…很恐怖…回家時我真的駕車噢…真的駕Merz..Haha^^
醬就一天過去了咯﹐從早上出去到晚上才回家…累﹐不過很開心…謝謝你們…我的朋友…^^改天再玩﹐一起去度假好了…哈哈… March 13 that is so funny huh...我就是這種人怎樣﹐不爽來打我啊…
我自私﹐那又怎樣﹖ 我沒有考慮別人的立場﹐那又怎樣﹖我的立場﹐又有誰在乎過﹖考慮過﹖ 我粗魯﹐又怎樣﹖ 不爽時你嘴巴也不見得很干淨… 我小氣﹐又怎樣﹖ 寬宏大量把所有氣都吞進肚子﹐我就是辦不到﹐怎樣﹖ 我吝嗇﹐又怎樣﹖ 比起你們﹐明明有能力﹐有“錢”途不用擔心未來﹐還要申請獎學金﹐比起來﹐是誰在吝嗇﹖ 噢﹐拜託﹐對其他人來說﹐這才是thrifty… 貪心﹖不貪心的還會是人嗎﹖機會﹐不是偶然﹐而是製造出來的吧﹖ 又怎樣﹖ 好人都不一定有好報﹔努力也不會一定有收穫… 簡直kanasai… 莫明其妙… March 11 又是我們﹐不過還有你們…^^明天就是死期咯…我們幾個《大瓜》﹐因為貪玩﹐就去﹐不對應該是又去Village mall唱k噢。。還遇到新民朋友兼鄰居（貽雯）﹐還有凱俊他們…還有還有﹐小學朋友,豪圣。這都是智仁的主意啦…我媽,又開始給我《不可以出門的理由》…
“又出門﹖你們是不是想嘗嘗被警察block在路邊不能回家的滋味﹖”《大選過了啦》
“是你招人的吧。醬利害招叫他們（朋友）載你!”《我很無辜》 “還要去是嗎﹐有人要造反了﹐還要去﹖”《真的乜》 我們四個
捷勇來健~明明很會唱﹐想唱﹐麥克風拿到面前說“不要啦…”﹐大男人﹐矜什麼持啦… 禮凡~“麥克風是我的﹗”差一點就喊破音了啦…路痴載我回﹐幸好沒有在我的“花園”迷路…不然我就完蛋了… 我~“這個我的﹗”差不多每首歌都在爭麥克風…哈哈…看以後還有誰敢邀我去唱K… 你們五個
毅心~蔡依琳﹐人美聲線也很美噢…＊今天你要嫁給我＊ 智仁~陶吉吉﹐很會配音﹐不錯呢﹗＊今天你要嫁給我＊ 于廣~唱歌的聲音比較man噢…（其實他很想唱﹐只是他paiseh） 寶倫~哈哈…第一次聽他唱歌噢…只唱一首的… 涵薇~唱高音蠻不錯呢…可以考慮參加Astro新秀大賽… 我去的目的只有一個﹕喊個夠﹐玩到忘我﹐醬的我就不會去想它…明天真的很不想看它咯﹐也不要給別人知道它有多差…
喂﹐智仁啊﹐你是打算請我們唱Ｋ是吧…那麼快跑掉干嘛…你可是債主耶﹗﹗
RM7.50記得跟我們要噢…
March 07 花名大比拼我~chicken little(已經成為過去)﹐廁所女王,沒有我不上的廁所....too much urine...
yee悠（找不到那個字）~睡美人﹐有時間就睡﹐應該改了吧…^^drives sorento to sp o....so geng o... rui亨~色戒最新男主角﹐裸體處男秀.....yier....4gt it... li凡~Nasmir代言人﹐唯獨最愛....don't always go nasmir la...u'll gt addicted... lai健~中國國寶﹐現在已經變帥了^^
chiap勇~大頭王子﹐einstein兒子﹐爸爸生日和einstein一樣...... xian瓏~小龍女﹐不是中國那種啦,angela~~ yu廣~墨魚彰﹐藍屎藍涌,sotong,pervert mok~~ sok怡~企鵝﹐penguin... jin敏~Top Fashion代言人﹐什麼尺寸都有^^ jun文~應該沒有﹐就Shopping Queen吧... poh倫~“梁山伯” han薇~“祝英苔”（不會寫） ah beh-auto city is his home too..apple's fans....know cars very well.....
sher明~光良二﹐童話最溫馨(but always act cool..)
育勇~多麼﹐外國的月亮比較圓...he is an american...not a malaysian.... xin俐~傻婆﹐“少奶奶我當定了﹗”kawaii neh...... yi心~女神﹐這是一個學弟說的噢…pretty girl!!!! wei娜~娜姐﹐我最大....her birthday on the 1st of january..... tee仁~專情公子﹐唯獨你是唯一,if it is so..???
kean星~沉默王子﹐沉默是金,tis is called kek kuan..... tung倫~冷笑話大王﹐中國象棋高手﹐百戰百勝,1 year younger than us.... zhee川~米谷包﹐現在不是了﹐肌肉男一個,went to ns.... jia塋~蒼蠅﹐是漂亮的,too thin d....must eat more... jia欣~不知道耶…應該沒有…karen is english educated de.... wei歆~保姆﹐暫時的……baby sitter oo.....^^ wen霓~朱師傅代言人﹐為例介紹好吃的... xin盈~小天使﹐笑容最甜美....cute..not very tall....
hooi雯~小掃把﹐竹竿﹐是時候吃多一點啦.....u make me wana hug u all the time.... chye馨~小菜心﹐一七五有吧﹖very tall...... jun凱~大狗﹐不要看他醬﹐頭腦很利害的.... wei康~不知道…she said he is very entao.... Sam~INTI代言人...(he wana escape from going ns..) almost all ibrahim's form 5 friends....^^ 又是我們…又是我們噢…只有我們噢…
其他算什麼啦﹐招出來玩竟敢拒絕我。 “我不要”﹑“我沒空”﹑“不想去” 好啊﹐以後你就慢慢等我開金口招你吧… 不要以為有人招就藍屎藍涌… 第一次去laguna @ club house玩…
我又駕車噢…每天醬練習﹐以後要漂移也沒有問題咯…每星期練gym一次﹐一次就好﹐效果肯定很不同的… 我們性格真的很不同。
可是就是能夠在一起玩﹐這個就是緣份吧… 珍惜這段友誼…^^ louis~nasmir代言人 chiap~拖鞋最方便 ken~出去玩隨ＣＡＬＬ隨到 yan~想出去混 March 06 Starbucks...^^喝了一杯濃濃的espresso﹐（應該不會錯）﹐
苦苦的… 喝多幾口我覺得我醉了… 身體開始發熱﹐耳朵已經收不清楚大家的談話… 是我太弱了吧﹖無法承受這重量級的飲料。。。 半杯喝下肚了﹐有點反胃﹐我不適合喝咖啡… 硬撐﹗我要駕車﹗我要駕perdana﹗我要駕回laguna﹗ Laguna是迷宮…太大太大了… 如果不熟悉﹐那就等天亮再找出口啦﹐迷路了… 去Starbucks本來就是一個錯誤… 一點到家﹔兩點﹑三點﹑四點﹐我還沒睡﹐心跳加速﹐腦袋卻很空白﹐就是睡不著… 五點十九分才逼自己入眠… 笨耶﹗本來就應該喝熱巧克力﹐有助睡眠的﹐怎麼沒想到… 我很糟糕吧…哈一個女生﹐三個男生… 不過我相信我們的友誼﹐所以我是安全的…^^ 不同的咖啡﹐不同的味道﹐不同的感覺﹐有著不同的性格… 因為“不同”﹐“了解”才會存在… 咖啡﹐也是一門學問噢… 1st_chiap~ice shaked lemon?
2nd_mine~totally 4gt the name...
3rd_louis~iced hot chocolate...
4th_ken~java chips frapuccino
can anyone tell me what is the name of my beverage??if u get to know that..thx ya....^^ March 04 si liao la...spm results will be out on 12 of march..huhu...
what can i do??
what is my favourite subject?
what i wana be inthe future??
i don't know...i don't have any answer in my mind....
friends...if u have any information about scholarship,please let me know...
cause with my results,i think i can't get jpa..it's too far for me...
so ar,tell me if u know of other scholarship..
thanks ya..^^ February 20 untitledye bu zhi dao wei shen me...
jiu shi hen xian mu bie ren...
shi wo zi ji bu hui zhen xi ba...
ke shi jiu shi bu gan xin...
zhe yang de xin qing....
he shi hui jing xia lai.... unfogettable valentine's...14th feb 08
it was valentine's day...
well..valentine's will be meaningless without valent..so somebody will say,'i don't really like valentine's' o 'valentine's is nothing special to me'...
in the past, valentine's was meaningless for me..too...
but...this year is totally different..either to me..and all of u...
this is bcoz valentine's day was exactly on the 8th day of cny..
everbd were going to 'bai ti gong'...bz folding silver paper...
that s y ppl reject my invitation...to go out 4 a drink...lol...
so unfair ler..
21:00
received a phone call from my cousin...
bad news!
she died...exactly on the valentine's day...
this...makes my valentine's so unforgettable...
how to say...she had suffer for a long time....
i m not really sad about this..as i think..this is better for her...and the rest of my dearest relatives who were taking care of her.....
maybe u will say dat i m selfish..o cold-blooded...
but jz...we r human being..we couldn't predict when we will go to the other places..leaving our family behind....
15 feb 08
early in the morning...mdm woke me up at 8:08...still rmb the time...duno y..jz 808 is so special...
we went to the temple..to pray..coz this yr my family members,3 out of 6 fan tai sui....i m 1 of them..haha
but..according to the sifu thr,he said this yr my fate is not really gud...
so i cant go 2 the hospital this yr....cant go to the funeral ceremony if not neccessary...like dat lor..
den the procedure to pray quite weird 1..haha..but i jz follow la...it's 4 my own gud ar...=)
the next destination is to my granny house...go to pray too...
after that we go to cimb bank..to open a very new account..(my own acc oo..)
coz hmm my boss said like dat s easier to pay me my salary...
but i m almost bankrupt d...pokai liao...feb bdayties too many..bought present until pok lioa...
lol...open a new acc oso hav to follow so many procedure...
and den we start the conversation with the worker there...he teach us how to differentiate btw true $$ n fake 1..
he said nowadays gt many fake rm50...so have to be alert..
the final destination s billion!!!i work thr...
*bday of hong, ken, n sin yi*
16 feb 08
my lovely brother's bday...
17 feb 08
i stay at granny's house...n all the ginna kia din slp whole nite...old ppl get tired easily..
but ginna kia all r v energetic...
hehe..i was v happy.....i took photos with pretty jiejie....really v pretty n talented...
nite,it s our responsibilities to burn the silver paper continuously...this is to light my granny's path way to the heaven...(according to the oldl)
we take our turn...
while waiting, we play mahjong...(play in the middle of the road)haha...
mahjong gt many rules....diff ppl play wif diff style...
i still cant gt it ler..
i jz noe 'pong', 'gong','zhong fat ban',....nth else...haha....
but i was so lucky..i gt 2 sifu...haha...
two sifu play wif diff style..so i blur d...duno shud follow whc 1...
6am..
zzzz....wan an....
18 feb 08
9:20am
morning!!!
slpt 4 oni 3 hrs..
funeral ceremony started...
many relatives cried....
gt a special band thr...
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February 19 lol...if this stupid computer DO NOT has virus(es),
if this stupid chinese star xp CAN BE used,
i, as the stupid girl,
would have written many things to my space...
i, would have written what i wanna write.....
just because i'm so stupid,
just because i wanna write,
just because of desperate.....
so sad...
so bad...
really so bad.... |
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